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Hello everyone :) Now this Image by Im gone. Finally.

Hello everyone :)

Now this post isnt one if my edits or other stuff that I like post. This is a goodbye post. I have thought about it during my break and I have finally cane to the conclusion, I am officialy leaving PicsArt. Idk if yall gonna start posting negitive stuff about since im gonna be gone. The thing is...

I have been having A LOT of anxiety attacks lately. The online school stuff and this whole pandemic thing has been frustrating. I know its all over with (the online school) but still, everything is frustrating. I love you all. This was a hard choice of leaving you guys. Im deeply sorry. But it had to be done. After I revealed my face ive gotten hate dms and even people telling me to end my own life. That put me under a lot. I decided to finally tell my parent of what was going on in the last 2 years. I had anxeity attacks in public. Refusing to eat. Bullied a lot. Hated by almost everyone (I still am). I wanted to end it all. 1 year ago, I had attemted ending my own life. My little sister came in the kitchen while my parents and my baby sister were sleeping. She said “teagan, why do you have a knife? Thats ouchy!” I realized, I didnt want her or anyone else to go through any pain of losing me. So I just gave her a big hug and told her to go back to sleep. I put the knife away and back to sleep too. On October 10th, it was my birthday. I was a little weirded out because I had skipped school to have a family party (with some friends too) and my grandparents on my dads side werent there. My dad, at about 10:20 got a call from my grandpa saying the words “shes gone”. I had lost my great grandmother. My biggest supporter. Always there for me when I was down. Always at all my dance compititions. I just sat in my room and cried. My friends tried to cheer me up but they couldnt. Even with our jokes we tell each other. Now…

The reason im actually leaving pa is kinda something s different. I just hate my account. So um that is it. I am gone.

Thank you.
Good bye.

Teagan 🏚