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I don't know. I just can't take it anymore. I hate being myself. I want to disappear forever. It's so hard. I have no big problems or something. But I'm just tired. I no longer have a festive mood although I adore Christmas. I just want to disappear and rest? I can do nothing. I can't and don't want to talk to people bc I'm tired. And worst of all... I have friends, but I can’t talk to any of them because they don’t understand how I feel. They just say something like “everything will be fine” or even “you complain too much”. And it is true. But... all I need is a little understanding. But people don't understand how much I'm anxious, how much I'm tired and how much I want to die sometimes? It's complicated. I don't understand this too. This feeling just appears in your life, like an unexpectedly falling snow avalanche. I don’t want to burden people with my problems, so I decided to post it here. I just wanted to explain what's wrong with me in the last days. I'm sorry. I love you all so much

2019-12-09T00:12:06.921Z
I don't know. I just can't take it anymore. I hate being myself. I want to disappear forever. It's so hard. I have no big problems or something.
But I'm just tired.
I no longer have a festive mood although I adore Christmas.
I just want to disappear and rest?
I can do nothing.
I can't and don't want to talk to people bc I'm tired.
And worst of all... I have friends, but I can’t talk to any of them because they don’t understand how I feel. They just say something like “everything will be fine” or even “you complain too much”. And it is true. But... all I need is a little understanding. But people don't understand how much I'm anxious, how much I'm tired and how much I want to die sometimes?
It's complicated. I don't understand this too. This feeling just appears in your life, like an unexpectedly falling snow avalanche.
I don’t want to burden people with my problems, so I decided to post it here. I just wanted to explain what's wrong with me in the last days. I'm sorry. I love you all so much