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readdescription Im Image by 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕 𝚒𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚍🏳️‍🌈

Im having episodes.. i guess thats what you’d call them, right..? So... my girlfriend broke up with me for selfish reasons and her family hates me, her mom is “no longer homophobic” (as so she says), her sister hates me, she told her friend from Cali I hated her because I was laughing when I was at my best friends house for a sleepover and I was messing around... um... lately... I’ve started getting nauseous... and I’ve realized... its because of her (my ex girlfriend)... and its just getting worse... I felt nauseous, and I heard her voice.. like she was there.. saying stuff to me.. so I took a nap.. and i just had a nightmare with her in it.. and she hurt me and my friends.. and I just remember.. waking up.. crying.... so I went back to sleep.. and 2 hours later, I woke up and I got messages from my friends (someone who’s like a brother figure to me. Been friends for 3 years.. and my best friend who I’ve been best friends with for 4 years).. they asked me if I was okay because they were worried about me. I just... dont know what to do... she’s there... in my head.. everytime I close my eyes... she’s there... and I’m scared... what do I do? #readdescription